Sun will raise tomorrow

Good night from a rainy day,

This time Haylaz is innocent for sleepless nights;

This small angel is the main cause. 

Tuesday took the dog of the village foe neutering to Podgorica.

Last year she gave birth but never seen the puppies and this year she gave birth to 6 on the garden of a neighbour and babies disappeared. Managed with a local NGO and took her for neutering to avoid disappearing of future puppies.

When I dropped her to the doctor, wish to visit a friend to give her jar. While looking for a spot to park, saw this kitten on the road and stopped immediately. Thought it is dead and wished to take to the side of the road but was alive! Terrified and wrote to the same NGO for help. Thank to them (they do not want to publish their name) drove to doctor.

Frozen to death! Doctor couldn't take a body temperature! Several times made arguments with idiots who says that animals don't feel cold! Doctor did everything what he can, I took him to home for care. Was not aware of that more is waiting for me on the road;

As usual, they thrown in the middle of no where without food, water and shelter. Somehow I saw them, they are so small and hugged each other due to freezing weather.

This was the situation of that two nights...

The eyes of baby girl was infected very badly also their bodies were covered with fleas. Took them all to the bathroom and turned on heater. 

First cleaned the eyes of girl and applied antibiotic drops but was too late; the eyes were gone and she was blind. Then applied parasite drops to boths' skin. 

Around 2 am, when I was trying to comfort kitten, he passed away while grabbing my finger. Yes, doctor said that his situation is not good and he was quite hopeless but still couldn't believe and ashamed on behalf of human who ignored him while freezing; please do not forgive us little kitten!

When I was crashed; read a sentence; "sun will rise tomorrow"  I know this very well but needed to hear very badly and stand up for puppies. Took them to the doctor immediately. He said that yes, they eyes of the girl is gone and her situation is not good. 

Whole body is covered with infection like tumor; never seen something as this on any animal until her. He applied antibiotics and vitamins to both and order to come back in 48 hours. 

She was crying and screaming due to pain, asked to doctor if I can give painkiller but he said she is so small and yes, she is!

Around midnight also she passed away...

My heart was screaming, meshing, crying but my brain was saying that at the end her pain finally finished... 

I do not know how many times I had argument with people or blamed for neutering of animals. They ate against to neutering but have no idea/solution for babies. To throw them into the bin or nature is normal; but neutering is anormal; interfere to the destiny!!!

Guys; destiny is not let an innocent life to leave death; this is the consequences of you choices and decisions!

Please, wherever you are, help the one who needed. Donate blood, build a shelter, feed the animals, neuter them (not you of course),..

Sun will rise tomorrow and you can be the sun of someone...

Take care and stay safe,

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